Hello my readers aka my loves,
This past week has been one of the roughest and hardest weeks I have EVER experienced. I feel like the devil is really working to bring my family down but I know that this family is a God fearing family so we stay in prayer and we don’t give up. My heart is a little jus sad. A situation in my life is not going as I wish so I’m putting it to bed and as many times I’ve gone through this process it feels as if its the very first time all over again. I haven’t cried as much as before but some reason why it hurts still, I knew something would happen to make the situation just go bad but I didn’t expect for this person just to waste my time like before. When you keep being toyed with you just lose respect for that person and you just lose interest. I think the harder I try the more I’m pushing myself away from him because I’m tired of trying. I feel like I’ve tried so much there is nothing else for me to do, it’s him who has to show me what he’s about. I’m one of those people who have been hurt numerous times and I’m trying to stay away from pain for awhile and just be happy with me, myself and I. I’m happy and no one can take that from me. God is by my side and I feel it because he knows all I’ve been through and he out of anyone else in this world knows my heart. Love is crazy but it’s genuine when it’s real. I’m patiently waiting for that dat when that day comes and someone who is real with me, loves me and cares enough about me to be real with me is my best friend, lover and husband. I’m single and ready to mingle lol…HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LIL SISTER JANAE!!!!!!!!! She’s 20 finally! One more year to the big 21! But I’m trying to let go of this situation quick. I’m blocking God’s blessings so I must LET GO AND LET GOD….I had to vent a little before bed, lol.
Love, Peace and Honesty,