Spread My Wings….

Spread My Wings

I feel like I’m being held back

By fear, pain and opinions

How they feel can mean less

The criticism is just hard to digest

Many situations in my life I’ve learned from

Many people in and out of my life

Tears, lies, arguments, he said and she said

Plenty times of being mislead

So many wanting to put me to bed

But instead I used that thing God gave me called my head

Plus I know I’m just not that type of girl

The tears I’ve shed

Have cured this broken heart

An honestly my soul wants a new start

Past full of misery

Which has been haunting me

I’m not a negative person

So many try to get in my head

Change my lifestyle

Make me out to be someone I’m just not

But they never got me

God always protects me and keeps my heart first

Makes it clear that I can move ahead

Only few know who I truly am

And I cherish each of them and love em

I’ve changed who I am

Glad that I am who I am

And my heart is on the fence

Because it’s been going against

So many liars, cheaters and heart breakers

But I’ve made amends

I follow the man above

I’m stronger and ready to do what I gotta do

The pain I once knew

I want to undo but it’s done

And I can’t undo

So I’m going after something new

A new life

A new plan

A new me

Go against the odds

And just spread my wings!

I’m posting poems that’ll be in my book so that you guys can get a glimpse into what this book will have. I am very excited about this book. I am currently working on Chapter 5….each chapter feels like a relief and just getting it done overall will feel good. It’s so much emotions going into this book and memories of my past and it is actually helping me for where I’m currently at. Its like a reminder of where I was and where I’m headed too so it’s a joyful thing. Finishing this process of writing the manuscript, editing and looking for a book deal will just warm my heart. Someone who is willing to believe in my journey and see my vision will just over joy my spirit. I feel like this is part of my calling and my purpose because I want to touch lives across this country and beyond! So I’m soooooooooo excited…stayed tuned the best is yet to come…..muah I’m spreading my wings still…


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