These emotions I’m going through in my life I feel is hard to define
All I ever wanted is someone to be mine
Words and things you tell me are amazing
I never felt for a guy like this ever
You make me happy
You make me laugh
You make me shine
You were once mine
Every tear that I cry
Makes me want to deny
Deny that I love you; deny that I care for you
Deny that I want you or ever needed you
This pain you slapped in my face
Really makes everything worse
Damn, it’s not so nice
What does it mean to you?
If I ever meant anything to you
Why won’t you let me love you?
Why can’t you just tell me, why?
It’s like you never fucking cared
It’s not fair!
How come I love you?
How come I’m crying for you?
How come I care for your ass so much?
No matter how hard I try, I still love you
No matter how hard I try to deny it
I want to be with you
No matter how much I cry, I’ll do it all again
It seems like no matter how much
I love you, care for you, ride or die for you, want to be with you
You won’t give in
All I can do is cry and hide
But I hate you because you’re everything I want and love
The amount of love I have for you is
Limitless and timeless
But, I call it unconditional love
Wow I rmember writing this and I was deep in love with my 1st love to be exact his name was Alan. But I was feeling it when
I wrote this poem and the words are very true. At this time in my life I wanted to get any attention I could and love him
The relationship means alot to me still because I learned much because of him.
I realized I deserved more, better and a soldier! Lol, but this is a favorite of mine!
[s/n]: I think every girl wants unconditional love and willing to give it long as its being received!