Can I Cry?
There’s this deeper side to me
Where I just want to be free
Free from the lies, games, tears and hurt
I got all this anger, frustration and pain in me
Because I’m torn and lost inside
He came into my life giving me joy and love
Showed me another side of myself
I gave so much of me that I lost myself
I’d cry, cry, cry & cry for his love and affection
Because we always had a deep and passionate connection
Never did he explain why he left
Never did he say bye
4 years of craziness, love and heartache
Laughs, cries and my 1st everything
Still leaves a “scare”
She was like a aunt and big sister to me
More like an family friend
I’d run to her 1st because she understood
She had my back even when I was dead wrong
Let me know even when I felt weak I was still strong
Almost 10 years
Then she turns her back against me
Still text me and tells me “I’ll always be there”
When she’s not here at all
I call, I get the voicemail
I text, I get no response
She came to my graduation
Claiming she wanted too but I didn’t even know
They were two close people to my heart and in my life
They were the ones who would protect my heart
I never got the chance to let my side be told
I never got the chance for my pain to be put to rest
When someone looks into your eyes and lie
When someone hold you and say I love you
But come to find out it’s not real
And till the very day can’t even look at you in your eyes
Or even say hi
It’s not fair, you NEVER cared
And the pain is still here in this loving heart
So since I can’t call you
Can I cry?
Can I Cry? I wrote when two people in my life hurted me on levels I never thought they could.
Two relationships ended at the very same time and it tore me to peices.
I have nothing but love for them to this day.
I know now it’s okay to cry because everyone cries.
And after the tears, you feel better.